So it turns out that I can get these things call anxiety attacks and trust me they're not fun. I had the first one a couple weeks ago and I had one today as well but I got out of class before it got too bad. The first time I had it I was freaking out, terrified of something though I couldn't know what. All I knew was that no one could touch me, I couldn't be with a large crowd of people and that if someone came at me at all to touch me or anything like that I would start crying. It happened again today but I knew what it felt like so I got out of class before anything really happened. I called dad and then started crying cause the secretary of the school was watching me. Its really weird to have a panic attack cause it comes on so suddenly, its sort of like you get scared of something and you get upset over it but in this you don't know what you're scared of. So my dad came and got me and I came home and went to my room and fell asleep. It takes a lot out of me, makes me really tired even if I kept somewhat calm during it. So I've been sleeping since 1:40 and just got up about 15 minutes ago and got some ice cream and had to email a teacher for missing her class. Daddy won't talk to me but only cause he knows that I could freak out, I still feel the edges of the attack still there, like its just waiting for me to get upset. I can't be around anyone and I go really quiet, I don't think I've talked to him since he picked me up....well I did once when I corrected his driving but other then that I didn't. I want to talk though either not to anyone, I mean not in person to anyone. It's scary shit and I hate it!!! I think I might have to go to the doctor the school counsilors say that I should, just incase its something else causing these attacks other then me being stressed out or my horomones acting out. It feels really isolated when this comes on cause I don't want to be around anyone and I don't want people to touch me, even looking at me I hate. I get really vulernable.... I hope to frig that they stop